Cucks – and COCKS!

Over the last few nights, the enduring image I’ve got in my mind is me on my knees (nothing unusual, hehe) … with a giant COCK pointing at me, ALMOST at the point of no-return if you get my drift.

And while that may not sound like a big deal either for the author of Cuck Central, Humiliation Central, and several other bestsellers, what is different this time around is NO woman was involved in my fantasies.

OK, when I thought about a woman (and in reality, FEMDOM is what is driving the fantasy anyway!) it amped up the “sexuality” of the scene that much more, but the COCK is really what does it … when it comes to being a cuck or a true SISSY.

Along with his moans of pleasure, and laughter … that laughter you have after an uncontrollably good orgasm if you get my drift. And of course, HER scorn – and derision, and LOOK in the eyes, along with the SHEER AND GENUINE mirth at reducing you, the cuck, to the pathetic, sniveling, cock sucking, ball licking, cum drinking sissy you were meant to be!

And these days, I often think about something I’ve mentioned in “Meeting Ms. Chen” – – towards the start of the book, when yours truly “meets Miss Chen”.

Well, a few days later, hehe.

She gets to know about my secret dalliances with “Kendrick’ – – African expat in Goa with a long, beautiful black cock just STRAINING at the bit … and more, and uses that to great effect to … ah, but I’m giving away the entire tale here!

Suffice it to say though that this story is much like everything else I’ve written – REALITY mixed in with a dab of creative license, NOT necessarily the other way around.

It was based upon a TRUE story that happened back when I was in school – – and a story I’ve mentioned here in my email newsletters – that of me sucking cock for the first time in my life.

It was white cock – – and a BEAUTIFUL cock at that, and while that was the first time we actually “did it” (well, he on his back, and me servicing him like a true BITCH) … it was NOT the first time I had the THOUGHTS.

We’d often go swimming together in the local swimming pool, for instance.

Nothing gay about that you might think, and yet, when I saw his body in swim trunks – and believe me, it was NOT a perfectly toned body or anything like that – and the BULGE was not “huge” or anything like that – it turned me on so much!

Even back then I remember having thoughts of joining him in the shower, and soaping him down – and licking his balls and paying special attention to his ass and feet, as he relaxed, enjoying himself …

It never got that far, of course. All I once did to that extent was pour a cold beer over him once in the shower ( in a good natured manner, hehe) but I believe the SEEDS of true “cuckdom” and or SISSYDOM – – and of course femdom – – were always there in me – – from a very young age!

I don’t know if I’ve mentioned my first experience worshipping feet here –  an intensely personal experience if there ever was one, and I might just do so one of these days. Be on the outlook for that as well!

In the meantime, ‘tis indeed interesting that years later (or not so long after, actually) ) was on the RECEIEVING END of said blowjobs, ass rimming etc in China … and … well … the rest is history!

The FACT is you really have be on BOTH ends of the spectrum to truly experience what it’s like.

To domme well, you pretty much have to know what sub space feels like so you can get into the subs mind as you need to be – and so it holds for submissiveness as well.

A REAL submissive – a true submissive usually always has shades of DOM(or DOMME) in him (or her).

That’s just the way it is, and just the way it’s gotta be. It’s all about the mind, and you can only really do it well – – if you’ve been there, done that – – and FELT It!

And that’s that for now, my friend. I’ll be back soon!

Best,

Mike Watson

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